Homily preached on Wednesday, April 30, 2014 at 7pm at Ebenezer Lutheran Church in Chicago, IL.
Gospel Text: John 20:19-31
Maybe you’ve heard of “doubting Thomas” – the disciple who missed Jesus’ resurrection appearance and seems to have been maligned for all time because he asked for nothing more than what the other disciples had already received. Throughout history, Thomas has been ridiculed for needing to see Jesus for himself and this text has been used to make churches inhospitable to those of us who sometimes find it hard to believe everything that we’ve heard about Jesus.
Sure, we can take the historical context into account and note that the author of this gospel was writing to communities who were a generation or two after Jesus. For these communities, the witness of text was the only witness they had. This helps me cringe a little less when I hear what still feels like Jesus’ admonition of Thomas, “Have you believed because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have come to believe.”
That said, I will still admit that I’d still rather be more certain. I’d still rather have Jesus appear to me directly and obviously, even if it means I’m not quite as blessed. I’m still a little jealous of those early followers who saw and ate with the risen Christ in a way that didn’t require quite as much theologizing as the ways I experience Jesus.
I’ve often wondered what would have happened if, after being resurrected, Jesus had just stuck around in bodily form, accompanying humanity from age to age. In my imagination any way, having Jesus around would mean less war, less hunger, less hatred, less poverty, and that seems pretty good to me.
But God has a different approach. Rather than holding on to all of the power, the power to heal, the power to make peace, the power to love and to speak truth, and to forgive, rather than holding on to all of those powers, God willingly gives power away, to the disciples, breathing on them, bestowing the power of the Holy Spirit on them.
Now, in our culture, we usually imagine that giving power away means that our power diminishes, but for God sharing power, sharing the power to heal, to love, to forgive, to make peace, sharing that power makes that power grow. By empowering – by literally placing God’s power in the Holy Spirit into the disciples – God spread the good news of the gospel throughout the world and this good news continues to spread!
God didn’t just give power away to those first disciples. God gives each of us power. Just as Jesus breathed on the disciples and they received the Holy Spirit, God breathes on each of us. For some of us, it was in the waters of baptism that we became aware of God’s breath animating our lives. For some of us the bread and cup connect us to the power of the Holy Spirit. Some of us are still waiting for God to breathe new life into us.
This breath that God breathes into us, the power that God shares with us, is great power, indeed. Jesus says, “If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them; if you retain the sins of any, they are retained.” This power, whether we feel it or not, belongs to each of us. How will I use that power given to me by Jesus through the Holy Spirit? How will you? How should we, as a church, use this power? What happens if we choose not to?
God, grant us wisdom and compassion, that we might use well the power you have shared with us, so that all the world might know the good news of your grace, lived so fully in your child, Jesus Christ, our teacher, our guide, our redeemer. Amen.